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Lineart commissioned from the phenomenal negacrow, colors and wee fanfic by me.  I found this stuff in the deepest depths of my blog and realized that, since I colored negacrow’s lines after posting the drabble, I never actually posted this all together!  I’d really like to have it all together somewhere on my blog, so here goes.

“Blessed Andraste… how long has it been like this?”

Commander Amell rotated Justice’s wrist and elbow with a delicate touch, watching sinews creak over patches of raw bone. It was, at least, a small blessing that nothing essential appeared badly damaged, though the corpse’s brittle skin had been stripped away from the forearm entirely.

Justice looked on impassively, his clouded eyes fixed not his wound but the other man’s pale, anxious face. “Perhaps three days. I believe the initial injury occurred during our encounter with the Shrieks, and seems to have progressed.”

“You have to tell me these things, Justice.” Tobiah’s thin lips pressed thinner, fingers still gingerly exploring Kristoff’s mutilated flesh. “Move your thumb in a circle, please, if you can. You need to tell me when things like this happen right away, not after it gets worse.”

Justice obliged, flexing the thumb at the Commander’s insistence, then the rest of his fingers in succession. “I apologize. There has been little opportunity. It did not seem relevant so long as the limb remained functional.”

With his head bowed, Tobiah’s hood- never quite the right size for him- slipped down further over his face. Though they stood close enough that Justice could make out some small amount of detail through the cataracts long-since filmed over his vision, he could no longer see the mage’s own eyes, only the stern set of his frown. “We would have stopped for anyone else’s injury. You’re no different, Justice. You have to take care of yourself.”

This, Justice knew, was inaccurate. It was not his self that the Commander now doted upon; it was a body, a prison of skin and bone. The spirit fluttered within like a bird against the bars of a crude cage. Yet he understood the deeper fear that drove the mage’s words, as it was one with which he had become intimately familiar.

How long would he remain ensnared?

Thinking of unknowable years of bone and gristle, of being too delicate to swing a sword, of dust and ash and lonely eternity, Justice balled Kristoff’s withered hand into a fist and watched the labor of his borrowed tendons as they complied.

“As you say, Commander.”

Welcome to another exciting round of “When the hell did I draw this?” featuring everybody’s favorite friendly undead dude, Justice!

Don’t give me that look, Anders.

It’s traditional.

autumnyte:

Two Anders smiles: 9:31 Dragon and 9:37 Dragon. 

So many things change during those years—both in Thedas, and within Anders himself—a fact that’s evident here, in the evolution of his smile.  

But I find the similarities as striking as the differences. It shows that even with all the ways Anders is irrevocably changed by Justice and by circumstance, certain core aspects of his character remain immutable. 

I love seeing the side-by-side here- for all that there were design changes between games you can see that the same facial structure is all there, and the same dopey smile. Also: note the receding hairline. I find that detail oddly charming.

I do believe someone (cough Defira cough) might be looking for pictures of Justice in the snow right now?

The first picture is by Yunska, and the second is something I drew for her afterward of her Warden, Aellie, joining him.

Going through old DA:O & Awakening screenshots, and…

Anders, uh.

You wanna tell me anything buddy?

defira85:

suketchilt:

Feline Justice

I Felt bad about my other animation that’s disagreeing with my vision and Photobucket, so I drew Justice-possessed-Anders-cat nomming a Templar doll, because WHY NOT?

Alright I’ve changed my mind I want a pet cat. A Justice cat.

So as it turns out, Justice is fluffy.

defira85:

iapetusneume:

katiebour:

AHAHAHAAHA

http://nicca-11y.deviantart.com/art/Men-in-skirts-298022457

Justice, are you blushing….?!

askfnksfnd OH MY SIDES HURT FROM LAUGHING!!! Plus Justice is gorgeous here, dat profile in the third panel unf

From that wee glimpse, Nathaniel’s smallclothes look suspiciously like tighty whities. XD He would wear tighty whities.

impressioniste:

defira85:

No!  This…is…a mortal body, of flesh.  I am trapped within!

*sobs* It’s okay Justice, it wont be that bad! Argh, this scene always gets me, he’s just so panicked and horrified, as if he’d never conceived this possibility before and now that it’s been thrust upon him, he couldn’t think of anything worse. 

I wonder what those first few seconds must have felt like, the moments before revelation hits him, the daze and the confusion as he wonders what has happened. And confusion gives way to suspicion, and then dread, because even without his own doing he has been thrust onto the path of becoming something other. For a creature of black and white thinking, such otherness would have been terrifying. Is he a demon now… or something else?

———

Defira. ;A;

This actually makes me so sad, considering his mutual agreement to merge with Anders. He knows he’s going to be in someone else’s body again, but how much did he really understand about what was going to happen? He’d only inhabited a dead body before, and even then he was almost overwhelmed with memories and feelings of Kristoff’s.

Instead of the layer of living dust, the fingerprints he described feeling and sensing on Kristoff’s body and belongings, he ends up thrust into a living, breathing, thinking, feeling, hurting, angry, broken mind and body, and has all those things thrust on him, altogether and all at once.

Most people have a lifetime to cope, to deal with the loss of their childlike innocence, their naivete, to come into their understanding of the world, to cope with the things that happen to them, to find a way to deal with negative, painful influences. He didn’t get any of that.

I have… a lot of sympathy for Justice.

zimrathon:

As promised, JUSTIIIICCCCEEEE <3

I didn’t get very far with him before my game crashed from the AWESOME so here’s the caps I managed to get.

hawkeward:

Under their new Commander, the Grey Wardens of Ferelden began a concerted campaign of extermination against the darkspawn the likes of which Thedas had never before seen. In direct defiance of Weisshaupt, they abandoned Vigil’s Keep and joined with the dwarven Legion of the Dead in a grand offensive through the Deep Roads. There, it is believed, they were destroyed to the last man.

The Commander himself, records claim, was forever at the front lines, cutting down darkspawn right and left, fighting, as they said, “like a man possessed.” 

So then today I did this in between bouts of trying to figure out how to set people on fire with my mind.

Sometimes I think I just draw the same thing over and over again. :\

I AM UNDONE

hawkeward:

So. That ring. THAT RIIIIING. :E

First of all, the ring is born of Justice’s request to own something, which is a big deal in its own right—as much of an indicator that Something Has Changed as the envy conversation. This is the only thing he ever directly asks for, and it’s the only thing he has that’s his and not Kristoff’s.

Add to that the fact that he asks for a piece of lyrium, and the Warden-Commander gives him a ring. Rings are intensely symbolic gifts— gifts of favor and honor, convey rank or membership in a group (a class ring), and represent a promise or a bond of trust (engagement or wedding rings, or the aptly named “promise ring”). Even ignoring the romance factor, a ring is a seriously intimate gift to give someone who asked for a rock.

Suffice it to say, the lyrium ring is pretty much my favorite Justice thing in Awakening.

hawkeward:

The simplicity of the wound in Kristoff’s side surprises him—it’s such a little thing, that which kills a man.

Aren’t we lucky that Kristoff didn’t die from some kind of grisly head wound or disembowelment or something? Probably wouldn’t have stopped Justice, but it would have been pretty damn gross for everyone else.

I meant to reblog this immediately after it popped up on my dash, but I was having internet issues at the time and after they resolved… well, I have the attention span of a toddler. But I found it again, yay! I’ve got so many feels here, guys. Oh… oh Justice bb ;n;